Icon by @ThatSpookyAgent. Call me Tir or Julian. 37. He/They. Queer. Twitter: @tirlaeyn. ao3: tirlaeyn. 18+ Only. Star Trek. The X-Files. Sandman. IwtV. OMFD. Definitionless in this Strict Atmosphere.

ftr, my headcanons for Elim, Julian, and Kelas as far as gender goes:

Elim Garak: AFAB (more or less altho Cardassians don’t assign gender until the kids are five or so) n-b and somewhat gender fluid. Uses he/him pronouns. Takes hormones.

Julian: AFAB trans man. Uses he/him pronouns. Has had top surgery but not bottom surgery. Takes hormones.

Kelas: AMAB (same caveat as above) non-binary. Uses they/he pronouns. Presents somewhat ‘feminine’ but has not had surgery or taken hormones.

otto-von-stirlitz:

tlirsgender:

tlirsgender:

I’m really not a very angry person there’s just a lot of rage inside me

There’s something terrible boiling bubbling under my skin ready to burst out of my chest but I’m a chill guy

Granny Weatherwax was often angry. She considered it one of her strong points. Genuine anger was one of the world’s greatest creative forces. But you had to learn how to control it. That didn’t mean you let it trickle away. It meant you dammed it, carefully, let it develop a working head, let it drown whole valleys of the mind and then, just when the whole structure was about to collapse, opened a tiny pipeline at the base and let the iron-hard stream of wrath power the turbines of revenge.

sir Terry Pratchett, Wyrd Sisters    

DS9 (non-garashir) Playlists

the-last-dillpickle:

A special thanks to the many people who contributed to this! If there’s a song you don’t see here that you’d think would fit the theme feel free to send me a message or add it on in a reblog! I’ll take songs of any kind or vibe (serious, sad, sappy, dark, cheesy, humorous, etc).

This post contains songs and playlists for the following themes:

They’re ordered in the read more as shown above. Youtube and Spotify playlists have been made for any that have more than three songs. Another post featuring playlists and songs for Elim Garak, Julian Bashir, and Garashir can be found here.

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Cold Reminders

johannestevans:

Kelas Parmak’s new coworker, an ex-Starfleet Human, is not what he would have expected.

He realises with a cold certainty exactly who he reminds him of soon after making his acquaintance.

Kelas hadn’t any particular idea in mind as to what to expect of Doctor Bashir, when he was advised that the two of them would be working together. He had been told he was ex-Starfleet, that he was offering his services to the Cardassian Empire, that he was to be treated as a student where appropriate and his equal where not.

He wasn’t advised as to whether the young man had a background in Cardassian medicine, almost assumed he would be educating a Legate’s hitherto-unacknowledged bastard or perhaps their alien bride, but it was plain as soon as he arrived that for all his Starfleet background, he was in possession of a Cardassian education, and he knew Cardassian physiology better than most alien doctors Kelas had ever made the acquaintance of.

He had a remarkably adept bedside manner, and to Kelas’ surprise, he showed no hesitation in setting his aside the stern but gentle guidance Kelas associated with Federation medical manner (“Now, you want to be able to enjoy yourself for a few years yet, don’t you?” and “Moderation is a frustration in itself, but foregoing the second glass of kanar in the evening is worth the extra ten years it gives you, isn’t it?” and “Try to go easy on yourself. If you don’t rest now, your body will force you to rest later, and none of us want that.”) to a cooler, Cardassian approach when he was met with resistance.

He stopped talking about enjoying oneself or being kind to one’s body or having a few more years left of life: his tone remained kindly, but with a certain flatness, when he said, “Your daughter is pregnant again, isn’t she? What will your grandson do when he finds himself without your guidance, a child abandoned by a father who found his affection for Ferengi beetle snuff more enticing than his duty as patriarch?”

When a Glinn showed impatience with him, Bashir almost looked bored, sighed and turned back to his computer terminal. He said over his shoulder, “If it’s such a chore for you to be here, Glinn Kors, please, take your leave and let me attend to a more deserving patient. I can’t say I’ll take much pleasure in explaining to your superior why you declined medical advice. Perhaps if you had shown more assiduous attention to your duty in the first place, you wouldn’t have such an embarrassing problem on your hands – ought I advise your office, when they ask me, that you’re a contagion risk among your closer associates, too?”

He wasn’t a Cardassian, and when left to his own devices, he looked unremarkable, a simple Human going about his business in a foreign office, still learning where all the equipment was kept and a little uncertain of the particulars on some everyday maladies, not to mention the paperwork. And yet—

How easily he took on a Cardassian skin, when a patient showed reluctance to admit to his authority, when they demanded to see Doctor Parmak or even a nurse rather than this soft-skinned, doe-eyed Human with barely a man’s lifetime under his belt, when they were rude, or when they were of a high rank or social class – and Bashir knew, almost as well as a Cardassian, when that was what they were without being told. How easily he broadened his shoulders, cooled the colour in his eyes, smiled more easily; how easily he danced, teased, obfuscated his questions when asking them and his answers when they were asked.

People left liking him, whether they liked it or not, almost not knowing why.

Kelas couldn’t put his finger on who he reminded him of, and he was still musing on it when they broke for their lunch, and they sat across one another to eat.

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