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Julian Bashir and Elim Garak | Star Trek Deep Space Nine 5.14

okay i wrote a teeny bit about this in the tags when i first reblogged this post a couple of days ago but i had a beer and i want to Rant about it.

what is great about this scene is that it doesn’t work if we can’t believe that this is julian. and we do! this seems totally in character for julian, given what we have seen of their relationship! we, like garak, are totally willing to go along with the idea that julian would just fuck off with him like this. then when changeling!julian aims the phaser at garak, we are a bit surprised. alright, julian is a starfleet officer, he’s grown up, he’s more responsible now. but we are still thrown a bit off balance. not enough to suspect that anything is up until much later, but this scene—the turn that comes after these gifs—is what plants the seed of doubt in our minds, a seed that comes to fruition when garak finds julian in the prison camp.

basically, even though this isn’t really julian, this scene doesn’t work at all if this isn’t something julian himself would do. it totally is. he would impulsively run off to the gamma quadrant with garak any day of the week. 

^^^^^^^^

YESSSSS!!!!

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Watching In Purgatory’s Shadow and By Inferno’s Light like…

You’re not stealing a runabout.

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You’re being dragged to see Sisko instead

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Sisko looks like he’s chewing them out for yet another early morning security call

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Garak is defending his usage of PowerPoint presentations to win a fight

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Local lizard threatened by evil formerly local lizard

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Garak tries to convince Klingon to sponsor him for Starfleet because he’s bored.

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What are you doing in my prison camp?

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But I said goodbye to you before I left! We had a big night of argumentative sex! There was even a PowerPoint presentation!

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Go home Garak and get us out of this hellhole.

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Welp, no luck. Better get back into my dungeon of no fun and no Julian cuddles.

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Ominous music and sandwiches

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I’m sorry, but that’s absolutely unacceptable. I’m under enough strain as it is, I can’t have you quitting on me.

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More ominous music and no sandwiches

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Time to save Garak with impressive stabby skills for a doctor

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Ominous crescendo

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And poor Julian is left thinking no one cared enough to notice he was acting a bit odd.

So @stopthatbluecat and I have been discussing her Siskoshir au. I had an idea that she isn’t going to use, so I’m writing this post. It’s too fun not to share!

Julian and Ben are dating. But then, the Changeling comes, and the first thing he does is break up with Ben. This creates distance for the Changeling to hide, but Ben still has this nagging feeling that something isn’t quite right. He can’t quite pin it down.

Then Garak gets the signal from Tain, and something clicks for Ben. He suddenly is nearly sure Julian is a Changeling. Little things start to make so much sense. He doesn’t want to spook the Changeling until he knows the real Julian is safe. He tells Dax and Kira to keep an eye on “Julian” while he, not Worf, goes with Garak to the Gamma Quadrant.

(Oh also Julian is dating Ben but he still has feelings for Garak which Ben knows about and is fine with. Garak doesn’t know about Julian’s feelings but he of course harbors feelings for Julian)

Ben and Garak still fly into that nebula and get captured. Garak has his whole moment with Tain. Then, Julian walks in, and Ben has to hold himself very still not to rush up and hold him. Julian, for his part, isn’t quite sure which one of them he is happier to see. But he falls into Ben’s arms once the Jem'Hadar leave the room. (Tain probably says some homophobic shit bc he’s Tain, but he dies soon so fuck him)

Julian watches over Garak during his shifts in the wall. But Ben can’t tolerate fighting the Jem'Hadar as well as Worf could. So Julian makes a decision. He volunteers himself to fight. At first no one wants to let him, because he looks like this waif of a man, but then they figure he will be fun for an appetizer. But! Obv it turns out Julian is an augment and he can take much more of a beating, and dish it out, than anyone expected. And that is how Ben, Garak, and Martok find out Julian’s secret.

Ben ends up being the one keeping an eye on Garak while he’s in the wall and Julian is fighting. Julian is still there when Tain dies tho. I wouldn’t take that away from them. But this way Ben and Garak develop a bond and a higher respect for one another. Also Garak’s feelings for Julian become more apparent in his reactions to Julian’s injuries.

I think they don’t all form a happy poly triangle right away but they might make the first steps toward such a thing. Julian realizes that Garak has feelings for him which is something he has to reconcile along with the fact that Ben was the only one to suspect the Changeling wasn’t him.

They all decide not to tell Julian’s secret. When his parents arrive, Julian gets much more support and understanding from Ben and Garak. They do their best to keep Richard and Amsha contained, but the secret still gets out. Events play out mostly as they do in the show, but Julian is less alone through the whole mess. And he is never expected to forgive or reconcile with his parents.

And that is how I would do Purgatory’s Shadow/Inferno’s Light and Doctor Bashir, I Presume differently assuming Julian and Sisko were dating.

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“Sentiment is the greatest weakness of all.” - The most sentimental lizard in the universe

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#StayMySentimentalLizard

The idea that Julian is pleading with him not to let Tain mold him further and that Garak is hoping Julian will prove him wrong.

Even IF it’s true we can choose not to believe it. Did you know we can be strong by putting ourselves out there again and again?

And he does, with Julian as witness, put everything out there all over again. And he gets more than he thought he ever would.

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We got a Worf and Garak bonding episode y'all. God Garak is great with these kinds of characters.

Practicing his lying so earnestly that for a moment he has Worf going, truly marvelous

I know I’ve done some unfortunate things in the past, and I regret them. That’s why I want to join Starfleet. Why I need to join Starfleet. I’m looking for a fresh start, a way to make up for all the damage I’ve done. I need to prove to myself that I can be better than I am, but I need your help, your support, to start me on my way to redemption.

They’re all true… Especially the lies.

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You know it’s not Julian because he isn’t agreeing with Ziyal wholeheartedly about Garak being fascinating. Here is where real Julian would have smiled so brightly and started a fan club

#JulianWouldBeLikeFinallySomeoneUnderstands

so true bestie. if it had been real bashir, especially if it had been real bashir from five years prior, i think my man would have lost his marbles and rambled on about garak until ziyal became annoyed