what if… our parents violated our autonomy to force us to fulfill their expectations of us……. and i was able to escape it and be my own person while you sunk through atrocity after atrocity……….. and our paths crossed by happenstance and you chose me to talk to to try to make amends and start doing some good in this world in your own weird strained way…………………. and i was a doctor and you were a spy and a dozen other evil things and our hands were so wet with other peoples blood but we came together and i did more for you than you deserved and i forgave you and we………………………………….. and we were both men………