When you’re a Caribbean Transman who’s been hospitalized numerous times and recently almost died twice last month due to trans surgeries and you’ve finally worked up enough energy and faith in the Universe to dance to some music. Give Thanks. Ashe.
I’m healing (pretty much bed ridden) so I can’t work laboriously. I moved back across the country last month (via wheelchair access) to where I grew up in NYC with no funds, and draining wtvr little resources I do have. Between that, having no nurse aid and battling my own dysphorias it’s been emotionally and physically unsettling despite the uplifting Tumblr messages in my previous dance video notes lol.
While healing this last month I took a necessary 75 hour online realtor’s course and passed the final with a 95% (bc although my body has to sit still, my mind doesn’t). I now intend to pay for a shorter course to help me pass my New York State license exam with flying colors as well, and be able to start working and finally pay rent so that I can feel some sort of productivity, limited stress (on my mind and body) and a sense of community in the world again through working.
Unfortunately I’ve used the last bit of savings I had moving back here due to:
1) My Hysterectomy
2) My Small Intestines falling through my yoni
3) My Small Intestines being pierced during the previous emergency surgery and having a tube placed down my throat for a week bc my intestines had fatal air in it. I lost 20lbs in the hospital and I’m still working my way back up.
I need your help beautiful humans on:
1) Attending a short online course & attaining my NYS Realtor’s License $200
2) Paying my rent $600
3) Birthday love (aka food, money to switch my health insurance, and to pay for Testosterone in the meantime) for my birthday May 4th bc life as a no income 1st generation immigrant transgender queer man in Brooklyn has been a fist full of struggles as of late $AnythingHelps
PayPal is paypal.me/belizeanvegan
Thank you in advance to everyone who has watched my video, donated to my well being, or boosted this post. I appreciate you immensely. Lastly, I’d also like to share a few beautiful mantras that I’ve been using to affirm myself during this time of pain and growth. Sending love & light, Sebastian.
“People will judge you no matter what so you might as well slay!”
“Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.”-Maya Angelou
“Money comes to me easily and frequently.”
Previous Healing-Dance Video
http://belizeanvegan.tumblr.com/post/159656917286/when-youre-a-caribbean-transman-whos-been>
PayPal is paypal.me/belizeanvegan
Help Please 🙌🏾 -❤️Sebastian